First off. This pic ^ is not completely accurate. Just sort of. The best thing I could find. So, just deal with it, kay?
Now... On to wtf I'm upset about...
I was talking to someone earlier. A guy that I consider my best friend... I think... Mm... I think it's possible that I might be in love with him, but I'm not sure! Idk what love feels like or anything. I just know that this guy makes me angry at him, but it doesn't last long. He makes my heart flutter with the simpliest things. I'm always jealous of girls that he talks about, but I just want him to be happy. Even though I desperately want him to notice me. I feel horrible when he's upset with me and I worry that I've ruined our friendship. I can't let him go.
I don't want to tell him this because I want to be sure about my feelings when/if I tell him. Of course, he gets upset when I don't tell him... Well. Now I just did. You know who you are.
Hey, just wanted to stop by and leave a comment
ReplyDeleteI'm guessing you're a teenager right? Well, I am and I deal with the kind of things you write about every day. I guess we're just supposed to face it and hold out for better things. Someone once said to me that we all think the worst of life when we're young, but once we get older we start to appreciate the small things in life. I guess I'm just trying to say that life won't always be this complicated (I think, I hope).
You write great poems btw.
Chelsea